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August 2011
6 posts
you won’t believe this woman just broadcasted on her tumblr account, her friends must be in shock: AnniesPictures.tumblr.com
waking up all early and excited
walking into school in your new swag
seeing your friends
seeing your crush looking hotter than ever
then checking all your friends’ schedules hoping you guys have a class together
go to your first class swearing that this year you’ll be an A+ student
first class:
second class
third class
last bell rings
NEXT DAY
Something I can’t have. Something that was never mine to begin with.. Why? I should’ve but I didnt..
July 2011
28 posts
I find myself thinking of you endlessley and cant begin to control my feelings. Weve been through alot and I will ALWAYS have a place in my heart for you <3 I truley gave my all in this. But im over you and man does it feel good to say that. I have love for you as a friend but I think thats all itll ever be.
As I move away from this journey ive met some amazing people in cali. Makes me think just how there are SO MANY people in this world other than you. I will meet alot more people in my life and this is only the beginning. I dont regret us but I regret the things we did. If that makes sense? This showed me all the things of what NOT to do.
I still feel like I can feel your lips as if it were yesterday.
I wanted to be with you forever and your my only one baby but as soon as you stoped caring it all went down hill from there. Im okay now more than I ever was and stronger than before.
So thank you.
love you..
Question is;do you love me?
Never take any one for granted. You never know when their last day will be.. Tell someone ALL you wanna tell them and how you feel before its to late. Make peace with someone if you need to before you never get the chance again. Someone you deeply care about or love could get in an accident today,not wake up,get kidnapped.. Anything could happen honestly. Live everyday as if it were your LAST. Thats why everyday I tell certain people just how much they mean to me.. I tell people I love them just in case I dont get to. Make sure you tell people your feelings torwards them because when there gone…they cant hear you. From heaven of course but its different from saying it to the person. Cherish every moment with someone-anyone! Love your life and be grateful for what you have.. No what you dont have! Yes;i need to take my own advice too.. Life is all a process of learning. <3
It’s crazy how one person can affect you so much. They change you. Help you learn & grow. Teach you things that will help you in the future. They make you a stronger person than you were before. All of this happens because of just one person.
But wait it gets crazier..
After that person hurts…
Is a NEW day.. Im done thinking of what can happen or trying. Not waisting another penny or breath on you again..
Keep putting the front up. I see you.
Remember you can only pretend for.so long!! When you realize itll be TOO LATE! I wont take you back like I stupidly did last time.
Doesnt always mean your over that person. Just means you are willing to let go so they can be happy with someone else..
Moving on means your leaving the past behind and on to big and better things.
Sometimes a girl can always do so much until she realizes shes trying for nothing.
So baby;im moving on.. Might not think I am.. But ill show you.
I dont need you <3
I thought I couldnt live without you.. But these couple of weeks ive been perfectly fine. :)
Youll forever be with me.. You were “anything but mine”
And I realized
Xox
I miss you more than the world.
As i still try to remain strong through this journey it becomes more of a struggle for me.. Tears come down while i type this and idk where to get the words on how i feel. We were so perfect together i was your everything.. You were my bestfriend! I opened up to you told you every detail about my life.. You were the most perfect person to be with, we did everything together spent day and night together.. You grew onto my family as i did with yours. Being your friend first was amazing, we got together and it was even better, we broke up and bam there went our friendship. Its like your love changed over night. I question myself EVER damn second of the day„ what did i do so wrong? How did this end? When i fell in love i fell hard i mean i fell very deeply in love. First person i was ever faithful to and it bit me in the ass. I thought it was something more than this… than to let go so easy. Its sad because i wont come back.. I was something good for you. I cant beg anymore for you to stay. I pick up my phone dial your number and press end. Im a mess i wont front that im not.. When im with friends im okay and come home alone and sit and think.. Numerous of times were i cry myself to sleep all night.
Your so heartless now.. i could be crying in front of you and you wouldnt even care. idk who you became and i wish this person you are wasnt you. i miss the old you and how loving you were. The random phone calls or iloveyous. Every little thing of you i remember.. and now those memories are with me forever. I can sit here and dwell on what if but where is that going to get me? No were because your over me now and your happy so i need to try and keep myself together.
So to YOU i hope that you enjoyed this journey.. and i only want the best for you. You showed me love in the beginning and a bad heartache in the end. I can no longer love you because those three words i KNEW i shouldnt have believed from the beginning but silly me believed all the lies.. Your love was a lie.. how can i be in love with a liar? no possible..
Youll miss me i can promsie you that. Goodbye to you. Goodbye to Us. and Goodbye to what we couldve had.
Thank you for doing this to me because i will be strong.
I hate you and that i let you in so much. I wish it didnt hurt this much and i could erase all the pain..
GOODbye…
It will either make you or break you. Sometimes you just feel like dang when can i catch a break? The part that sucks the most is you open yourself up to someone you tell them EVERYTHING you trust them with the world… For them to be like oh sorry i don’t love you anymore. You will always blame yourself. Like me, i blame myself for everything like what more could i have done to keep you around, what more could i have bought you, what more could i have said to you to just keep you. I stay up all night thinking and thinking like crazy.. yeah ill admit it i cry i do but so does anyone that is hurt. I’m weak at times and at times i feel like I’m on top of the world. Its amazing how for months you can be someones everything to becoming nothingto them. I probably look like a fool to the outside world being sad over you when your A-okay! But you know what.? My love was more real than anything! i know i did all i could do for you.. Soon enough ill thank you for breaking my heart. I might not be as strong as you but ill get there.. Ill keep on climbing. I will cherish the memories for as long as i can.. Because we had a good thing for us. ILOVEYOU yeah its true… but you know what i loved a damn fool!
Will be my new life..
Goodbye to my past!
What goes around comes back around.. So all the hurt your doing to me will eventually catch up to you :) Its okay ill only be sad for a little bit.. But when I become strong again youll realize you lost the best thing you ever had.
Confused on why it ended the way it did.. Why didnt you care? How could you have let go so easily. I did all I could do for you.. Some questions I will never get answered and maybe thats the way it should be..
“Just don’t tell me you love me
You’re gonna make it too hard for me
I wish you were ugly
It wouldn’t be so hard to leave
Cause baby I hate to love you
I can’t make up my mind
Cause right when I tell you it’s over
By the end of the night I be right back in bed with you
I be right back in bed with you
So don’t tell me you love me”
A girl who will remain strong through anything.. New to this be easy on me :)












